Friday, March 13, 2009

just deal with it

ok lets see, i have to write a new post, because im tired of looking at the hansons...but again i dont know what to write about..there is alot on my mind...latley ive been wondering what is better let your feelings out even if it causes a fight or keep it in and avoid a fight when things are good? If i was asked that question 3 or 4 years ago i would be all about keeping them in. I learned too, i had to. Almost my whole life i had to keep to my feelings from my dad to avoid getting a wall punched or things broken. It the same way i lived, as far as i knew, i didnt have feelings.
Now i am in a relationship where i am happier then i have ever been and my feelings are so strong, but from time to time there are things on my mind. I have tried sharing my feelings, but it never ends well, not as bad as walls getting punched, but i just dont know sometimes if its worth to share my feelings...its not healthy, but like ive always been told sometimes you just "got to deal with it"

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